It's as if there isn't enough brain fabric to stretch from one side of an idea to another. Thought runs out, or gets snagged on a superfluous splinter. I've underachieved for so long that I'm lost in the degradation; cowed, cowering, as headlight-caught as a dumb deer while the resignation runs over me without even a squealing of tires.
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I like your imagery here, especially the idea of brain fabric not equal to the task. It also sounds damned familiar to me.
Familiar in a good way (as opposed to "she stole that idea - I know she did!")
I'm paranoid. I read so much that I begin to doubt that any of my ideas are ofiginal .
Familiar, as in it reminds me of me -- especially the "underachieved for so long" bit. Not that you stole it, but that I recognize the feeling. And as always, I like how you articulate your thoughts & feelings.
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